"I have no choice" but yet...there is a possibility!

Dear Diary,

After I met up with Lennie... I was talking to him like how we are both close friends. We were talking about the farm and all the other things that we usually talk about. After I was talking to him I felt that I had to kill him for his safety if not he will be suffering.

after a while, I was like I dont think by killing him is a good idea but I had an idea. Why not we go to Malaysia to work at Starbucks or Mc Donalds. I was thinking that at first, but at last I finally told him. He kinda agreed but at the same time I was telling myself, how do I make him work at those places as his condition is like that?.. It might be difficult. At the same time, I told him that we will work together and will work to get some money and possibly go back to some place to build our farm that we always wanted.

Anyway will stop here and will post again soon as I am a bit busy right now, thats all that I could post.
Bye!!!